Sunday, March 2, 2014

Thanksgiving

What a wonderful world. It really is. Things look and sound so dull and dismal in the outside world, on the news, and on my Facebook feed. I don't want to sound like some snob, but I feel that my life is pretty gosh darn awesome! I want to be grateful for the things that I have, and I really do feel blessed.

There's  a lot of things that I should be thankful for.

  • I have an amazing girlfriend who loves me so much.
  • I have an incredibly supportive and loving family.
  • I have a job that puts food on the table, a roof over my head, and clothes on my back.
  • I live in a country and state that allows me to live a fulfilling life. 
  • I work in a field that is in demand, is constantly changing, and is throwing new challenges my way.
  • I see a wagging tail everyday I come home.
  • I can walk.
  • I can see the world around me.
  • I can drive!
  • I have choice.
And the list goes on an on. There are a lot of people who don't have what I have. I want to be thankful for the things in my life. This post is me acknowledging that I am thoroughly blessed.

On a different note. Im developing some pretty cool stuff at work. Been writing Selenium  based protractor tests for angular web apps. Its pretty awesome, and has been a tough learning curve. I feel like I could really help the community out with a thorough blog post on the subject. Which I will hopefully write someday. 





Sunday, October 13, 2013

How quickly we forget the past.

I really hate doing this, but I have to weigh in on Miley Cyrus. This media swarm and frenzy over her lately is massive. I'm just adding to the pile of worthless attention that we are giving her. But alas I'm fed up with our response to what she's doing. So I can be silent no more.

We have the fans and the haters. I am a hater. I'm ok with that. It seemed on my facebook feed after the Twerking incident that she had done something to change the world... are we overreacting a little bit here. We have two entertainers doing what they do best. Entertaining us. Consuming our attention. Giving us something to watch and talk about later. I'm not the one to judge if what she did was morally wrong or right, but it seems the general consensus was that she tarnished whatever clean image she had before.

But the act it self and pure raunchiness and her flaunting of sexuality paired with the all American good girl image that we were accustomed to seeing simply evaporated instantly when she took to the stage. This abrupt jostling of perception and method of forcing sexuality upon viewers is the cause of the attention.

But quite simply our society loves to see things crash and burn.

Things and Stuff

I'm surrounded by things.

  • Things I own. 
  • Things to do. 
  • Things that need fixing. 
  • Things that need ignoring. 
I have lots of stuff too.

  • stuff I don't use
  • stuff I need to get rid of
  • stuff I wear
  • stuff I use a lot
  • stuff I care about
Is my life so much more fulfilling because I have lots of things and stuff? I have all these things, but have they really brought some sort of significant change or additional substance to my life. I can't say that anything that I have ever bought has really had a lasting impact on my life. There is no thing that any time I use it where I consistently am thankful that I have that thing.  

The things that really mean something to me only seem to actually have meaning once they are gone. A sad realization that I have come to. I'm not sure if its simply because in this world of abundance, that I go from one thing to the next. If that one thing wasn't making me feel good, there are certainly other things that I can use, do, or participate in that would do.

I don't think I'm making a really good point so far. This seems so vague. Perhaps its my wording. The use of a word that could be anything. Take 2.

What would you do if you had nothing but the clothes on your back? No toothpaste, no closet full of clothes, no laptop, no iphone, no fridge full of food, and no sofas to sit on. Life would be considerably different. The things that used to be so important would seem incredibly trivial. Checking and chatting on facebook would be the last thing on your to do  list. Finding something to eat. A place to sleep at night. Now those would be on the forefront of your mind. 

Is it so inconceivable to imagine a world without youtube videos? Media has evolved incredibly in the past 10 years. We've gone from having short attention spans to having none at all. We've shortened and condensed so many things into bits. Data is the limit we must always consider. Is it too long, will it fit? 

Digital Escape

I  often wonder is it possible now to live without being connected to internet. Not that I cannot live without it, but could I escape from it. Could I actually not connect to the internet for an entire month while living in the United States. I'm sure its doable. But for a web developer, Facebook checker, tweeter, and smartphone user. It could be very difficult to get away from it all.

I would kind of like a world without my cell phone. Not having to stay up to date on email. Hearing first hand from  friends and family about things that they are doing. As a society we simply can't just remove the internet from our lives. It would be incredibly interesting if it was just shut off for a day. Image the electricity we would save!

I would love to spend a month without being connected to the internet. I think it would be incredibly interesting to disappear digitally. Would anyone even notice that I was gone? Will my Facebook posts be missed, why isn't he checking his email? Why hasn't he responded to my texts? Or would they carry on, oblivious to the fact that they had lost a measly one person from our vast social networks.

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

state of asherrard

I live in a world that puts Justin Bieber right next to a Federal government shutdown. Something is seriously wrong.

We are so distracted with the billion things that we could do. Instead of staying focused on something important.

The result of hyper-media. We simply cannot consume information any faster. Unless there was a direct download of info into our own thoughts. We have been overloaded with choice. Entertainment is practically force-fed down our throats.  An ad on the radio invites me to watch a tv show, which in turn wants me to purchase more products, and watch more tv shows. I feel like it will never end.

Feeling like the world we've engineered and designed is falling apart. But there is always a hope that we can stop the spiral downward.

Saturday, June 22, 2013

Photograph vs. Image

I took a photograph yesterday. 

What a monumental occasion! No one does that nowadays... There are probably legitimately a bagillion images floating around in the cloud. Notice I said images, I try to use the term photograph and image correctly.

To me a real photograph is well, real. 

Its tangible, I can hold it in my hand. The light that I captured in my camera is my view. It can't be shared on facebook, or instagram filtered. I could develop it myself if I had a darkroom. The process happens before your eyes.


I'll never forget the first black and white print that I made from start to finish.


 I took the film out in the dark. I processed the negatives. I let them dry. I took then took the negatives and turned them into something real. All without any computational power. Nothing got broken down into bytes and bits. Uploaded or transferred. No compression lossage. It was real and raw. And it was in my face. The process of creating a photograph is something that I will always love.

A real chemical reaction to light that will sit in my camera and wait to get developed until I use up all the film. Then I will take it in to get developed. Those darn machines will automate the process. And hell, the incredibly expensive machine will spit out my prints in whatever size I want. 1 hour photo was a pretty big accomplishment now that I think about it. I can hold my photographs. I can show them to anyone in the real world and I can hear what they have to say about them. They can get them smudgy, they will fade. The color will not always look right. But they are above all things, real.


But we needed things faster.

Our patience is dwindling nowadays. If we're not in the loop within five minutes of something happening, then we've lost the opportunity to be first. To get the most likes, to get the most comments, and to get the most pageviews. In this immediacy we live in, images are captured quickly, and seen by millions within seconds/minutes. But we really have taken the photograph for granted.

The photograph is not immediate. 

It will never be  transmitted via frequency. It is a moment in time. With memories attached to it. It can connect you to a time you now can't remember. It will not lie to you. There is no photo manipulation. The ink cannot be warped, twisted, transformed, and enhanced to our liking.  That was what it looked like. That was the real color. That was the real shape of things (So long as you shot 35mm). A photograph is definitive. It will never be overwritten.

It's not just something that you ate for dinner and  want to show your friends how well you can cook. The photograph and the act of taking a photograph tells all those around and involved that this moment will live on past the fleeting grip that time holds on us. We certainly will not remember what we were wearing on that day in 1996 when we went to the zoo. But the photograph we took can tell us exactly that. We were there, mom made us stop what we were doing and took  a photograph of us. Seeing it 20 years later can make us see the changes that have occurred and can bring us back to what it felt like to be 7 years old.

I certainly believe that digital images can have a similar effect. But honestly, can you take out your external hard drive with photos from 1996, and hand it to someone to flip through...

They each have their advantages. I cannot make everyone switch to film. Nor am I trying to mount a campaign to do so. But I feel that the process and meaning of a photograph carry so much more weight than an image of yourself in the mirror, cell phone in hand. I will certainly be using my digital camera and film camera in the future.

 

Tuesday, April 30, 2013

FED Journey and unlearning jquery

Unlearning jQuery and switching to doing things with native JavaScript may seem a little crazy, but then again for me it kind of makes sense. There's a good amount of bandwith that can be saved. An in the race against the 1 second load time, it makes a lot more sense to ditch jQuery. Yes it has many useful functions... yes it saves a lot of time and code, and yes it makes cross browser sooo much easier, but I say that it is time to take off the training wheels as a front end developer and get down and dirty with pure JavaScript!

I used to barely know how to write JavaScript .. let alone how jQuery worked. But after taking a very brief look at the jQuery source I started to understand this whole library thing... its very elegant. I want to do it. I cringe every time a web developer throws a jQuery plugin at a problem... yes someone has done a lot of work to help you out and do something very cool visually or even experience wise. But in how much of their 20 or more kb plugin are you using... there's a lot of options that you never touch. The world doesn't need another jQuery slider.

DO IT THE HARD WAY!!! 

You'll learn more.